The confusion of my noggin

This is a song by Stone Sour called "Zzyzx Rd." that I have been listening to alot lately. Its a very slow and methodical song, completely different from what I normally listen to. The words become clearer with every listen and always speak to me on a deep level. I thought you should read then to get a feel of whats going on in my head. Enjoy...

I don't know how else to put this

It's taken me so long to do this

I'm falling asleep and I can't see straight

My muscles feel like a melee

My body's curled in a U-shape

I put on my best but I'm still afraid

Propped up by lies and promises

Saving my place as life forgets

Maybe its time I saw the world

I'm only here for a while

But patience is not my style

And I'm so tired that I gotta go

What am I supposed to hide now?

What am I suppose to do?

Did you really think I wouldn't see this through

Tell me I should stick around for you

Tell me I could have it all

I'm still too tired to care and I gotta go

I get to go home in one week

But I leaving home in three weeks

They throw me a bone just to pick me dry

I'm following suit and directions

I crawl up inside for protection'

m told what to do and I don't know why

I'm over existing in limbo

I'm over the myths and placebos

I don't really mind if I just fade away

I'm ready to live with my family

I'm ready to die in obscurity

'Cause I'm so tired that I gotta go

Where am I supposed to hide now?

What am I suppose to do?

You still don't think I'm going see this through

Tell me I'm a part of history

Tell me I can have it all

I'm still to tired to care and I gotta go

Oh yeahOh yeah yeah yeah yeah.

Still too tired to care and I gotta go

Still too tired to care and I gotta go

Still too tired to care and I gotta go

Yeah, yeah

Still to tired to care and I gotta go

Go home

Still to tired to care and I gotta go

Yeah yeah

Still to tired to care and I gotta go